i love life. :)

i just realised all my posts are depressing as !
what the hell aliesha.
anyways i am having the greeeaaatest day today!

3 months < 3

i wish for pleasant dreams.

realisation night.

and then i thought..

im just going for it, I’ve got nothing left to lose.


your not going to intimidate me anymore.
your worse than i'll ever be.


the end.

i hate you.

you make me feel uncomfortable.

never question how i act or feel about myself.

why?

am i always the first to say sorry?

i. am. sick.

and it totally sucks.
i think i'm getting glandular fever again, that succcks.
i dont particularly want to be bedridden for two weeks again. :(

i had my first deb practice today, and it was amazing.
and i got my dress yesterday, even more amazing.

i also had an amazing weekend. but one little part was a bit ruined.
i just hate people who ruin things, oh well. i still had the best time.

word of the day: amazing.
actually, i use that word a fair bit, because i believe everyone should be told that they are amazing.

its cool, im talking to a friend who i haven't talked to in yeaaars.
funny how things change, hey.

so i was pondering.

today in maths.

because lets face it, i hate maths. i hate it's mere existance.
i don't even know why i am doing this subject. i am setting myself up for an epic failure.

i was thinking, will i be successful?
maybe oneday i will be sorting papers in a office job, hell, even flying a plane, teaching children one in a life time things. maybe one day i'll be close to at least one of mydreams.
but the thing i want, above it all, is to share them with someone.

i am petrified to grow up.

you'll never be this young againn.

i just realised today, that i only have 4 terms of school left forever.
i wanted to grow up so much, but now i think about it. it's scary.

i hope i always stay close to my friends.
they are truely unforgettable.
i love them all!

dancing in exactly 44 minutes, i cannot wait.
i love dancing, very much. been waiting for this night for a weeeek.
it's the one thing that i fully forget everything, and dance with everything i have.
it's an extension on my soul. i would be nothing without that. and my boy.

yay for summer, nay for winter.
i do not suit the winter weather, and find myself complaining about it quite frequently.
i wish it was summer, even though it is a kazillion months away. :(
i drink way too much green tea.
and i am i fully qualified first aiderr.

the end.

bob dylan is quite possibly the most amazing lyricist, ever.

my amazing boyfriend bought me two fish today because i had a bad day.
i love that boy, without a doubt he cheers me up whenever i am down.

oh yes..

I wish i understood things properly.
like eg. politics and economics,
i could converse in a deep conversation with Michael adding smart comments and my opinion. but no.

and i hate people who say they hate change.
and negativity and people at the moment.

the end.