why?

Trust.
So simply said. But, so hard to engage.
Without trust, I'm sorry, But i'll fall apart..

I had a constructive day of doing nothing.
Watched 3 movies, saw my amazing boyfriend, and my girls.
<3




'Come fly with me, baby?'

i'm addicted baby.

'Who are you to tell me how to live my life? Cause i won't give this up.
These are my shoes, My view, My cue to say i do give a fuck.
Pretty soon im'a be bloomin' it'll be alright, everydays another chance to ignite'

So bliss n eso.
You are amazing.
You are just like eminem, to me anyway.
Your lyrics are so true and amazing, and i can relate.
Any song, anytime, any place.

Stop telling me what to do, how to live my fucking life. Because, honestly i DON'T give a fuck. Give up, just like you always do.
Shit day. Shit holidays.


end rant.


'you give the strength to me, a strength i never had you see, i was a mess, that was untill i found you.'

you're like a melody.

The word sorry, it's so over-rated and over-used.
If you think about it, when you say 'sorry' how many times do you actually mean it?
I'm most definately a sorry person, always the first to apologise.
It's just who i am, i have to stop.

Rude people, i hate you.
Life is too short to be rude to that person behind the counter.
Yes, i'm talking to you lady who i served the other day who snatched her change and stormed off with her kids. I gave you the time of day, is it really that hard to return the favour?

It's holidays now, thank god. School was really starting to get to me.
But, on the downside.. i am in year 12 now..
I wanted to grow up so much when i was a kid, now i am here.. this sucks.
I am excited to leave school, but at the same time i am afraid.

'i'm addicted to this universal feeling called life'

falling.. falling.

long time no blog. hey.

everything seems to be going ok.
i was thinking alot today, about everything.
i like thinking, it's just how i work. to think about absolutely everything and anything.

How easy would it to have a photographic mind! exam's would be amazing.
just shut your eyes, and all the answers are infront of you. That would be great.
Because, i cannot study. I always seem to be doing something else. Life is way to short to be behind a text book.

Lots and lots of stuff have gone down recently, but this is all apart of life and a learning curve. I have to stop stressing about things that are out of my control.
Life is good.

He is amazing, i love him with my whole entire heart. Without him, i would honestly be nothing. Forever is most definately an understatement.
26/3. <3

Exam's are soon, and i am trying to prepare as much as possible. But, im trying. Nothing more i can do, if i fail, bad luck.

Caitlins 18th. Lady gaga is my inspiration. I found this fitting as it is 'tight bright and over the top'

Everything is lovely.

what have i done?

Please tell me..

,

'if you dont stand for something, you'll fall for anything'


<3